7:49pm - 5/10/01

fear

fear for fear of reality
fear of the cruel clarity
fear of losing fantasy
fear of missing the extasy

fear of turning off
fear of jumping off
of a cliff
w/ hands weak and stiff

body, imovable
unbearable
fear
it can be near

no words, silence... silent sound
no looking up, staring around
just falling, feeling out
that's what fear is about, knockout

don't sneeze
fold your hand and squeeze
your book
remember all the fear it took

do you understand
that for you to be in another land
will take guts
and wisdom to handle open cuts [8:09pm]

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